u know that feeling you get when you have things to do but they're not like earth-shatteringly important but u know if you don't get down to it right now you won't finish it 'til about half an hour after it's due but you just can't get yourself to sit down and work on it and it's not like you can't do it and you've got all your ideas and words and so forth planned out but you're thinking just a while more just a little while more i'll do it in just a little while and you eventually while away the whole day doing nothing but thinking about what you were supposed to be doing? yeah. i got that feeling. then when i actually sat down to it everything disappeared and i'm left blanked out in front of a blank screen. bleah. stupid plays. i'm a writer am i? then why don't i write??? stupid... um... er... me. mm.

ok. somebody told me i should do this. namely, michael (the success or failure of this venture rests squarely on ur shoulders, mike!) so i did. right. now i'm here, i'm actually not quite sure what to write. c'mon, it's not like my life would actually yield Diary-of-the-Year-type of material. i'm not even that interesting! i'm not a geek, i'm not a party animal, i'm not a jock, i'm not blindingly intelligent, gee! i'm not really anything at all. which is kindof strange, because then what AM i?? i don't know. i'm off to change my blog title. not that it matters to you coz you wouldn't know what it was in the first place after it's been changed! sigh.