please, God, take me now. i don't want to be a carnal creature, to suffer exhaustion and thirst and pain. i know i'm one of the least qualified people to say this but i don't know how else to put it. every word i say i hurt someone. every time i smile it darkens someone's day. God, make me an angel instead of a human... please...
claire dear i know i promised you i'd post sth for you here, but i just can't find it tonight... i'm sorry dear i'll post it soon enough ok? keep checking back...
for the person i'm talking to: you know who you are, and you know i don't know how to respond. please forgive me for being myself. if i had been someone else it'd be different, but you know who i am, i know who i am and God knows who i am. i can lie to myself and you but end of the day i can't escape His gaze. i'm sorry.
please forgive me... everybody. please.
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