Message To My Family. (even though none of you read this blog)

Don't give up on me

Please tell me... what am I supposed to do?

What are you feeling?

What are your concerns?

What do you think I should do?

Most importantly... what can I do to make you happy?

I want to see you all happy... I want peace in my family, I really do.

Am I only allowed one happiness in my life?

And if I am... which one do I choose?

Dear God, I was thinking about all this yesterday... and I wondered "What if Jesus comes tomorrow? So much for 7 years" and I laughed.

But if there isn't a huge announcement and a trumpet and a Loud Voice Saying something or other... what am I going to do?

Please don't be hurt. I'm probably overreacting. Let God handle it for me :) You just schmile, and lean on Him.