'Nother Dream

Man, even getting dreams during naps now. Persistent dreams :S

This one again involved VCF and church people... guess you know who I miss huh? :P Well it started out with VCF folk saying they were gonna sleep overnight at the library or something, and we were in this cramped glass-enclosed room and i remember looking around and thinking "Eh, not much place to sleep eh" especially since there were some weird contraptions taking up room. I sat down at the least-threatening contraption and realised my crush was there and we started chatting and were giggling away behind the cover of the contraption. (Oops *blush* :P) Then suddenly I got paranoid that we were giggling and chatting too loud and peeped over the top of the contraption and the room had become a chalet room with a church youth lying on the floor asleep. (Later I realised there was another girl behind us, the sister of the girl whom I saw lying on the floor, but I hadn't known she was there at that point in the scene and I wasn't sure whether she had heard us either.) I sortof found myself sitting next to her and then suddenly the room was filled with more church youths and I was asking them if they were staying and the whole scene got quite chaotic for awhile. And then I was sent on some errand and there were paths of red brick lined by green bushes and there were puddles on the road and I was walking barefooted and I HONESTLY don't remember what it was all about. :P

Dreams aside, I really don't seem to be getting anymore rested despite sleeping so much. And I end up not studying as much as I wanted to... Gahhh. I want my A's!!! >.<

Terrified of 1st exam tomorrow and Human Rights paper on Wednesday. Not that I'm terribly prepared for the rest but at least they're less anxiety-inducing. Am understandably stressed but also feel rather down. Sigh. Today's QT, though, reminded me that when we feel inadequate and overwhelmed, God is near. Thank You, God :')

Be near me, Lord Jesus
I ask Thee to stay
Close by me forever
And love me, I pray

Bless all the dear children
In Thy tender care
And take us to Heaven
To live with Thee there